Blog: Pre-birth memory

It all started with this memory, my journey to this life as Arke. I was 4 years old when I shared this with my mother. She passed away when I was 16-17. And every since that day life was not the same.

I am 26 years old now, my story was shared on multiple YouTube channels. I met beautiful people all around the world. Finally found my purpose and now I just want to give back the kindness I’ve been shown. I hope you enjoy my stories, and I hope you find guidance for yourself within my life lessons.

(Her Pathless Path)

It was dark and I felt sleepy, 

I had no body and nobody around

Strangely enough, I felt some motion

There was a single bright light 

It was pretty and I was observing

Suddenly I got a question,

“Who am I and where am I? “

I felt silly for forgetting

Gentle voice spoke through me

It was peaceful and calm

It felt loving, the only thing I knew 

"You are going to Earth, love" she said

I felt excited and nervous 

I replied, "I am sorry, what is Earth?" 

How frustrating it was, to not remember what it was,

What to ask and if I can at all. 

She was patient and said "It's a planet, your new home"

Soon I got distracted by the light that got closer

I noticed 3 figures, noises and screaming

They were holding a tiny body, 

And repeating "Kiz, kiz!" 

Voices were going higher and more exciting. 

I wanted to know why they seem happy

I suddenly desired to be there too

Gentle voice said "It's time to go love" 

I asked her what they are shouting 

She replied "In their language, it means a baby girl" 

I didn't know what a "girl" meant either. 

I wanted to know more 

The gentle voice explained the genders, reproduction, and differences on Earth

Last thing I remember is about how my body can make more people

I replied "That's lovely" 

I kept saying repeating "So lovely, I am so happy to be a girl" 

Slowly I felt more and more sleepy 

Gentle presence in the background

Fading and repeating: 

"You will be alright, 

You will be welcomed, 

You will be loved, 

We are always with you 

Remember this, always" 

Fighting the desire to sleep, I said "Okay, I will.." 

The next thing I know is I am inside that tiny body,

Stiff, no contol over

I felt disconnected and alone

I was held by someone and placed on to my mother's chest

I listened to the heartbeat

She was talking to me, 

Her words felt like a warm wave 

It was gentle, loving and pure, 

She said "I love you and I will protect you" 

It was all I needed, I felt safe and happy, 

I wished she could hear me back 

But I said "they were right, I am so loved, I am glad. Thank you" 

I fell into deep sleep. 

I was 4 when I recalled this all. 

Woman breastfeeding my brother 

That's when I said "Now I remember you mother" 

I tried to explain it all, 

Never got a proper response. 

However, this was the beginning

Of my human life I know 

I am 25 now, fulfilling my purpose

I shared the story with the world

Not expecting anything back

To my surprise, there are many

Who remembers life before life

We are like puzzle pieces

Each got unique memories

But one thing we shared

Is the unconditional Love and longing for home. 

I believe we share a purpose

It's letting people know 

How much they are loved 

Remind them to have fun while we are on Earth

Heaven is the place we choose to call Home. 

So let our Earth to be heaven to all.

Arke Muratova

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